SURRENDER THAT...

It is amazing how two years with four little boys flies by. So today I am staying in the moment and surrendering the"busy"ness that comes with a house hold and business to manage. Today I am getting out there and having fun cause my little men are growing up. I am going to slow down long enough to hug my mans neck and see what a sunset looks like. I think I forgot.

Thinking about the Matrix. Neo and Trinity rarely had to engage with those attacking them. They saw the attack coming and moved out of its way. How often does a criticism come my way and I am ready to fight, ready to defend, ready to hurt as I have been hurt. I stand in front of the bullet and even lunge into it, giving me the ok to come back with greater force. It is as if I enjoy being positioned to destroy my opponent, defend myself. This is DEFENSIVENESS. What is the root of this in me Lord. Help me to see and go back to its inception. Let me rely on your protection and yield to attacking words. Let me step aside and let your truth be strong in my heart. With this strength in me surely I can bend and sway from fiery darts that fly and stand in peace. stand in peace..

Jeremiah 1:9-11 Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, “I have put my words in your mouth. See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant.” The word of the LORD came to me: “What do you see, Jeremiah?” “I see the branch of an almond tree,” I replied. I see this uprooting is happening in my spirit first. Lord uproot the bitterness and tear down the anger, destroy the guilt and overthrow the shame in my heart so that I might build and plant love and peace and patience and selfcontrol. I am listening and I respond to your call. You have appointed me over nations and kingdoms to uproot and restore. The word of the LORD came to me: "what do you see Jennifer?"

I am trying to do that right now.=---- Choose wisely the people you TRUST while in SURVIVAL  I can tell you all about this SOON