May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be pleasing to you…AMEN It is hard for me to put words to this post. It does not surprise me the minute I typed the words "it is hard to put words to this post" The following lyrics came forth from my radio. "Nothing formed against me shall stand You hold the whole world in your hand I am holding on to your promises you are faithful you are faithful I know who Goes before me I know who stands behind the God of angel armies is always by my side the one who reigns forever he is a friend of mine The God of Angel Army is always by my side. " The first time I ever heard this song was the Sunday before my sweet Bonnie B passed away. I have struggled for YEARS with stepping into the plan and purpose God has called me to. It was very clear to me in 1996 when God spoke to me audibly in the main sanctuary of St. John the Divine. God said, "I have a job for you to do." The message that day ...
Each day there is something I hold on to. A place in the past, fear of the future, uncertainty. It is impossible for me to move in fear. I can only move in courage. This is a place that I hope to drop fear, guilt and shame into the abyss, knowing that I am healing.