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Stepping Out of Fear

Last night the women of Celebration church BROUGHT it. God is so amazing how he shows up. I have AGAIN been bogged down in fear. Frozen in mire, unable to step out of my situation and let Jesus step in. FEAR of the things I do not have control of...marriage, finances, children. Prisicilla's words Sunday morning lifted me up. God has gone before and set the velocity of my life. Life is coming my way and I am afraid, relationships, mistakes, illness, being alone, I am treading water and so tired, but the truth is God is not going to give me more than I can handle. I know the truth an it has and will continue to set me free.  I am filled with the spirit, the very authority that Jesus has handed me through the Holy Spirit, but I am too weary, too weary to command the enemy to back off. What is wrong with me...this does not feel like me.

Sunday morning the LOVER of my soul wooed me with words of truth/encouragement. Listening to Priscilla's annointed message...are you the one in a million?...are you the one that is going to wait on the Lord and cross the Jordan when and only when he says go...are you obedient...Jennifer come away with me.

So I stopped treading and collapsed on the float Jesus brought for me, and I was whisked away to a front row seat...to celebrate women, dance, worship, friendship, vision, passion, purpose, being called, letting go of sin, repenting, healing, hearing God's voice, feeling his touch with my hands hands high and lifted up...he whisked me a way to a front row mercy seat.

"Priscilla, if you are reading this, I was the one. The one the word was for. I am desired for months maybe years to spring up in the morning leaving the tears on my pillow, leaving the anxious lies in the abyss and jump into Jesus's arms. This morning I rested in his word and I get it. I get it. I GET IT. This is my protection, my refuge, my rock and my shelter. He loves me adores me and knows that I can do all things through him.

So today I surrender the obstacle of fear and I get that it is not a quarterly or annual thing. This is a sweet spot I can come to EVERY DAY to be refreshed and prepared to step on the path that the LOVER of my SWEET SOUL has ordained for me.

I AM...in HIM.

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