SURRENDER THAT...

This morning I was doing my morning mediation. I was listening to a my ABUNDANT CREATIVE call from last week. We are looking at money. We are to clear our canvas and let go of the understanding we have about money. We are digging into our first good and bad experience with money and how that has shaped our relationship with money over the years.  I am stepping into my divine purpose and it is calling for being organized, bills paid,  debt paid, being in a place to expand my territory. This is a real obstacle for me. I always seem to "forget" bill due dates, getting caught up with finance charges and more. Why is this. Looking back to my childhood I am hunting for when a word of irresponsibility was spoken over me. When I began to feel entitled. I would charge Hamburgers and shakes for all my friends at Avalon Drug Store. Charge it to my mom and dad. They will take care of it later. Was I reacting to the fact that I did not have as much as my friends? I was running wi...

A few months back I had the opportunity to pick up a few vintage items from a friend. She was changing this design in her room and letting go of the shabby chic vibe. I could not pass up this beautiful antique lamp. So excited to get home and rearrange things to make room for this lamp. Found the perfect spot for it. Dusted the room. Made the bed. Closed the curtains and went to turn it on...no light. Wow. I was disappointed. Took the light bulb out. Got a replacement light bulb. Replaced it. Sat down in the chair to read. Flipped the switch...nothing. What? There was a problem with the wiring. After all this, my beautiful lamp, that was a perfect accent to my room did not light up. This week I started a 6 week tele-training THE ABUNDANT CREATIVE through  FIRE TREE STUDIOS w/ MELISSA D'ANTONI . One of our first assignments is to journal on a daily basis when and how you feel connect to your creative source. After sitting quietly, the image of the lamp came to my mind. Beaut...

I want to be organized so I can do things I am called to. Organize: Home Website Write Executive Summary sign up 30 kids for camp Negotiate Lease Studio Decor I want to booking Brides for Fall so that I can have income to support vision I want a Retreat with Husband I want to have Good Health: drink water, eat foods that I grow, stretch, exercise, be in the Word. I want to live in peace not in reactionary anger and frustration. I want to manifest money to step into my divine purpose: Arthouse Afterschool :a place for kids to feel accepted encouraged, inspired, told that they can do anything, a refuge during difficult times, a place to grow, to produce fruit then do it again. I want to learn to manage my time and my kids so that we can learn together to how to live in creative abundance.