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"I cry out for the hand of mercy to heal me. For I am weak and I need your love to free me. Oh Lord, my rock, my strength in weakness, come RESCUE me oh LORD. You are my hope, your promise never fails me and my desire, is to follow you forever. For you are GOOD for you are GOOD, for you are GOOD to me. For you are GOOD, so GOOD for you are GOOD to me. " I was so inspired by BROOKE MASON's  incredible word of healing last night at  RADIANT WOMEN  . She preached from LUKE 17:11-19  about the 10 Lepers that were healed. Lepers were unclean and were shunned to suburb outside of Jerusalem. As we have learned recently the Samaritan people were already shunned. Jews on the journey to Jerusalem would walk 30 miles out of the way just so that they would not come in contact with them. In the leper colonies the Samaritans were the shunned of the shunned.  " Jesus was still pressing toward Jerusalem, taking a road that went along the border between Samaria  (con...

This morning I was doing my morning mediation. I was listening to a my ABUNDANT CREATIVE call from last week. We are looking at money. We are to clear our canvas and let go of the understanding we have about money. We are digging into our first good and bad experience with money and how that has shaped our relationship with money over the years.  I am stepping into my divine purpose and it is calling for being organized, bills paid,  debt paid, being in a place to expand my territory. This is a real obstacle for me. I always seem to "forget" bill due dates, getting caught up with finance charges and more. Why is this. Looking back to my childhood I am hunting for when a word of irresponsibility was spoken over me. When I began to feel entitled. I would charge Hamburgers and shakes for all my friends at Avalon Drug Store. Charge it to my mom and dad. They will take care of it later. Was I reacting to the fact that I did not have as much as my friends? I was running wi...

A few months back I had the opportunity to pick up a few vintage items from a friend. She was changing this design in her room and letting go of the shabby chic vibe. I could not pass up this beautiful antique lamp. So excited to get home and rearrange things to make room for this lamp. Found the perfect spot for it. Dusted the room. Made the bed. Closed the curtains and went to turn it on...no light. Wow. I was disappointed. Took the light bulb out. Got a replacement light bulb. Replaced it. Sat down in the chair to read. Flipped the switch...nothing. What? There was a problem with the wiring. After all this, my beautiful lamp, that was a perfect accent to my room did not light up. This week I started a 6 week tele-training THE ABUNDANT CREATIVE through  FIRE TREE STUDIOS w/ MELISSA D'ANTONI . One of our first assignments is to journal on a daily basis when and how you feel connect to your creative source. After sitting quietly, the image of the lamp came to my mind. Beaut...

I want to be organized so I can do things I am called to. Organize: Home Website Write Executive Summary sign up 30 kids for camp Negotiate Lease Studio Decor I want to booking Brides for Fall so that I can have income to support vision I want a Retreat with Husband I want to have Good Health: drink water, eat foods that I grow, stretch, exercise, be in the Word. I want to live in peace not in reactionary anger and frustration. I want to manifest money to step into my divine purpose: Arthouse Afterschool :a place for kids to feel accepted encouraged, inspired, told that they can do anything, a refuge during difficult times, a place to grow, to produce fruit then do it again. I want to learn to manage my time and my kids so that we can learn together to how to live in creative abundance.

1  Blessed is the one (Jennifer) who does not walk in step with the wicked  or stand in the way that sinners take     or sit in the company of mockers,  (Lord I trust you and stand up and walk away from the wicked that has positioned itself in my life. I can only hear your voice LORD) 2  but whose delight is in the law of the LORD, (Lord I stand up right with you making the choices with in your will and I am SO excited about being there)    and who meditates on his law day and night.  (will read your Word to my children in the morning and at night) 3  That person is like a tree planted by streams of water,     which yields its fruit in season  and whose leaf does not wither—     whatever they do prospers. (That is ME I see it)   4  Not so the wicked!     They are like chaff     that the wind blows away.  (Thank y...

I went to an incredible retreat this weekend. 25 women from Celebration Northwest gathered in Burnet. God intentionally brought each woman to this place to encourage her, give her vision, strength and fill her up as she took just 24 hours to stop and listen. The Lord brought beautiful Sharon Patterson to share her heart and her life. Sharon has an incredible gift of story telling. She paints a vivid picture of her experience with the healing process over several decades and invites you into process. The key to retreat is taking the time to be silent with God. The key to retreat is listening so that you can receive REVELATION: the revelation I had this weekend was I needed to forgive myself and that I believe that the blood of Jesus covered my sin past, present and future. The TRUTH is I am under grace all of me. The LIE: the blood does not cover my choices. The next step is FORGIVENESS. For us to be able to actively receive revelation from God and have it be power in our live...

Last night the women of Celebration church BROUGHT it. God is so amazing how he shows up. I have AGAIN been bogged down in fear. Frozen in mire, unable to step out of my situation and let Jesus step in. FEAR of the things I do not have control of...marriage, finances, children. Prisicilla's words Sunday morning lifted me up. God has gone before and set the velocity of my life. Life is coming my way and I am afraid, relationships, mistakes, illness, being alone, I am treading water and so tired, but the truth is God is not going to give me more than I can handle. I know the truth an it has and will continue to set me free.  I am filled with the spirit, the very authority that Jesus has handed me through the Holy Spirit, but I am too weary, too weary to command the enemy to back off. What is wrong with me...this does not feel like me. Sunday morning the LOVER of my soul wooed me with words of truth/encouragement. Listening to Priscilla's annointed message...are you the one in...